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Spring Breakdown (2009)
IMDB rating: 5.30
Plot: The storyline revolves around three thirtysomething friends who break the monotony of their uninspired lives by vacationing on an island that’s a popular spring break getaway for college co-eds. One of the women works for a powerful senator whose daughter is one of those co-eds, only she’s as geeky as her chaperones.
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Directors: Shiraki Ryan
Actors: Arnett Will,Adams Harley,Arroyo Danny,Barge David Winston,Botuchis Mathew,Brady Eddy,Burke John,Ellingson Magic J.,Flores Tony,Gillikin Stephen,Govea Ric,Comedy,
I need serious counseling on this. And I really mean serious!?
To begin with, I am a 22 year old male living in the north central part of san antonio near Churchill High School. I live in the Vista Del Norte neighborhood with my parents. I will be 23 on february 25.
I still haven’t finished college yet. I started going to UTSA in the fall of 2005 and I was going full time with 4 scholarships until the end of the fall semester in 2007. I got a nervous breakdown b/c I was tired of taking my biology classes without really knowing what career I was going to go into and I wasn’t really enjoying them that much anyway. Plus, I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression so that was probably another reason I couldn’t snap out of the breakdown. So I took the spring of 2008 off and didn’t do anything but hang around the house playing FFIII on the nintendo ds and looking at porn. I went back in the summer and took one class and only one class in the fall of that year and one in the spring of 2009. I pretty much lost all of my scholarships throughout the year of 2008 b/c they all required me to go full time. I tried to get them back but I just had a fall out with one of them and another one really didn’t do anything to save me and the third I just lost and the fourth I can still use but it’s only for $250 a semester. Also, I think around the end of December of 2007 my dad disconnected the internet from my computer in my room and I haven’t had it in there until just the past couple of days. He disconnected it b/c I was looking at porn all the time and staying in my room for hours. And I’ve gotten caught on my computer and my mom and dad’s computers too. He did put it back in once before but I made him take it out again b/c I couldn’t control my urge to look at porn. The reason is that I have been addicted to porn since about my senior year in high school or the summer after I graduated high school. I don’t remember exactly when the addiciton started, but I know I’ve had the problem since at least 2005. I just started surfing the internet and got sucked into it. The fact that I didn’t start masturbating until March of 2006 didn’t help either. Maybe bottling up all of the sexual tension in middle and high school until after I graduated is making my problem harder to handle and that’s why I can’t quit b/c I’m making up now for all of the years that I didn’t do it before. And I don’t like going to school without the internet in my room b/c I use it constantly to check school websites and ASAP (the automated school web page that has all the info about your classes you’re taking, what the professor for each class posts on it, a communication forum to talk to your classmates, a mail function to send your professor or classmates email, links for notes, documents, movies, the syllabus, etc.). There is a link for each class that has all of the info for that class on a page. Anyway, I use that and my email and do research on the internet, etc. I don’t want to have to stay at school overnight or something just b/c I can’t use the internet at home if I need to use it late at night. And I wouldn’t want to have to wait until morning or use it in the morning at school or when my parents are home or whatever. My parents used to say I could use my mom’s in the living room only when they’re home or on the weekends. Well, they don’t get home until after 5pm usually on the weekdays and even then it’s noisy in the living room and there’s no privacy and I have to give up the internet when they go to bed. I’ve been diagnosed with OCD, anxiety, and depression and I’ve been battling all three of these things since 8th grade. I think they are all reasons why I’m addicted to porn. Since I’m OCD my mind treats the porn as an obsession and I masturbate to it whenever I’m stressed out, bored, taking breaks from doing something else, or just horny. I even think about it when I’m trying to do something else. I’m not good at working and going to school either. When I attend school it usually takes all of my energy just to keep up. I spend 24/7 trying to keep up and when I’m not doing that I’m either sleeping, eating, taking a shower, relaxing, doing stuff at school, or exercising. I only hang out with my friends occasionaly. There are many things I’d like to do every day besides trying to keep up with school. I’d like to try to fit some writing time for me in the day, try to play some video games for a while, exercise and work out, have some girlfriend time when I finally do get one, read books for pleasure, listen to music and sing, and hang out with my friends and family. But I can’t find the time in the day to do all of that and complete my assingments. It’s b/c I get tired after only a couple of hours of studying and I have to take breaks and come back. The problem is most of my breaks would consist of me watching porn. I have found that when I am forced to do something (like attend school full time) I usually accomplish more. But since I lost my scholarships I’m not forced to go full time anymore. And kn
The rest of the question is under Men’s Health or Social Science >Psychology. Just search for the question titles "Help! I’m in a rut and can’t get out, Part 2" or something like that.
I have been seeing psychologists and psychiatrists for years now. And I tired zoloft, xanax, paxil, prozac, and other medicines, They didn’t work.
What’s up with that dude that says I’m self centered. Fuck him! I’m trying to get help on here and all he’s doing is putting me down.
Do ya’ll think I should move out?
Nice life story.
Too long, did not read.
2 points.
SgtXcom | Jan 02, 2010
Trust me, you aint so special… You’re a hypochondriac, and are very self centered.
modernbenoni | Jan 02, 2010
Dude, chill. No,really, that’s the biggest thing right now just calm down!!! Listen to some nice music, hang out with your friends more. Get them over for a study group and you can all work on assignments together or something..!! Yeah, and don’t put this stuff on a website really. Talk to people you know or even a physiciatrist or something!! Just get help…
Reader12 | Jan 02, 2010
wow im soo proud of myself i read the whole thing =]
ur watching porn cause ur horny not cause u have OCD and stuff dont try to put a lable on it.
Sniper_Girl_15 | Jan 02, 2010
If you need counseling, go to a counselor.
You stated that when not doing essentials, you were relaxing or exercising, which indicates that you do have free time. Arguably the most important aspect of college is learning how to manage your time. Assignments come before your social life, and in some majors you just don’t get one until later.
Porn and FFIII doesn’t have to be all your life is for, though, so stay in school.
Curious | Jan 02, 2010
You should have been seeing a psychiatrist regularly for a long time now. There are medications to treat depression, anxiety, OCD and you should be on some of them which will improve your outlook on life. Starting a daily exercise program - walking is easiest - and build up to 30-45 minutes a day at a rapid pace will help with your depression because during exercise, warm muscles and your brain secrete serotonin which is the "feel good" chemical in your body. You need to worry about getting your life back on track rapidly, finishing school and then doing all the other things you have listed. When you don’t spend lots of time alone or lots of time on a computer, the porn problem may take care of itself. Otherwise, your psychiatrist can also help you with that. You are doing nothing to help yourself and then frustrated by your life. Go volunteer, do some physical activity every day, get out of your house - make a plan and follow it. Without goals, your life will go no where. This is all up to you - no one can fix you - you have to take the first steps.
J B | Jan 02, 2010
get out of the virtual world and enjoy the real world ,a real woman a real touchable life and sex ,sex isnt bad, your addicted to porn because you have no physical sexual life
reifguy | Jan 02, 2010
well, I am not a psychiatrist but, you seem to have crammed too many
things to do in your life…
your priorities are all fucked up…
you need to talk to a counselor / therapist about this…
go to the library and just read, but no pornography…
gw | Jan 02, 2010
You will feel better about yourself if you completely stop looking at porn. There’s nothing wrong with masturbating but that is a very private matter. It’s more respectable to not talk about it. Sounds like you have good parents. Be grateful for what you have. Continue to strive for productivity. I think you may be a very wise individual. Have confidence in yourself and be respectful of yourself. Best wishes for your future.
John | Jan 02, 2010
i agree with the other poster, you’re not masturbating because you have OCD, you’re doing it because you’re 22 and horny. I’m 21, and i also have never had a girlfriend. you need to just chill out man, i have social anxiety disorder but i am going to start taking meds for it soon.
Island Princess | Jun 03, 2008